Confessions of an Idllyic Mind

This must be a nightmare. There is no other way of describing it. Its like bring stuck in a terrible dream where you can only try to convince yourself that you will wake up soon and no longer will you have to go through this ride of terror i like to call as "life". Its like you're running through a dark corridor and every door u open is filled with pretentious people guiding you towards the wrong way which you naively believe is the right way out. I;m so sick of getting no where all the time. Life is seriously playing a massive trick on me. I dont wanna be the bunny in the hat anymore. Pls pls pls just let me out. I dont want to be involved in your stupid politics. I dont wanna be branded as the stupid one. I dont wanna play anymore. I DONT! I dont want to be the back stabbing bitch. I dont want to go on being someone i'm not.

Let me out . . . Let me go free . . .