Confessions of an Idllyic Mind

Good day ladies and gentlemen . . .

So good of you to join us once again in a segment I like to call, "Amanda's Constant Whinings On Life". I'm sure you wont be entertained.

Frankly speaking, I have no direction in life at all whatsoever. I'm the kind to just go with the flow. Dont get me wrong, I have tried to plan for my future but it just doesnt go right. So after a few attempts, I quit. Maybe i'm a quitter. I dont know. Just when the game says level up and the monsters are spawning at an alarming rate and coming to get me, I hit the ESC button. I dont know what I wanna do in the next five yrs. Heck, I dont even know what I'll be doing the next 5 days! I'm living my day to day life expecting nothing. Basically I'm living on empty. Everyday i wake up and its just another day. I'm terrified at the thought that i'll be like this for the next 30 yrs.

Well, life still goes on. Not the way I like it to go but anything beats being 6 ft underground. (Hint: I'm atleast trying to be positive)