I just turned down an offer today. Not a very pleasant feeling. But yet strangely enough i did it smiling and giggling like a little girl. However, like Cherry Coke, I'm feeling the unsettling after taste of my decision. Left now with a feeling of doubt and confusion and uncertainty. I turned down a job that i feel i would fit in and grow in. In an industry that i love too. I don't know why i did what i did but yeah i did it. I cant say that i'm regretting my action but i wish i would be happier about it than i am now.

Regrets I have none ...
However my heart weighs a tonne ...
When I think of what i've done ..




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