Am at the point of my life where everything is so uncertain. Instead of love, ambiguity is in the air. Yesterday Mags asked a very good question. So what are your plans? There were deathly silence for a moment. Followed by a "I dont know" answer. I wish i could Google "what are my plans?", then a whole list of options and directions that i could follow would pop up. Where do i see myself doing 5 years from now? I dont know man. I dont even know what m i gonna do tomorrow. Hence i have crafted a seemingly impossible dream plan.
1) Graduate with a Bachelor of Commerce degree, majoring in International Business.
2) Immediately get job offers.
3) Work in a company that involves international export and trading/internationally based retail company.
4) Meet a GODLY man in one of my many business travels abroad.
5) The Godly man has to be:
a. GODLY
b. Tall (preferably 5ft 9' and above)
c. Preferably asian. Saves the problem of me trying to explain things to my family.
d. Humorous and not afraid to laugh out loud. (not afraid to cry as well)
e. Big. Not so fat but just big built.
f. Adore me!
g. Gets along fine with my gurl frens.
h. Be my help/guide/partner/best buddy/#1 fan, for as long as i live.
g. Someone that will hold my hand till we're both white haired, balding, toothless.
h. Someone that will take me for long rides without planning ahead where we will be going.
6) After going out for 2 yrs. Decides to get engaged.
7) Have a lawn wedding after 1 yr of being engaged. I want a massive chocolate wedding cake
with creme & raspberries in between the layers and the outer layer of the cake covered with fresh cherries and white chocolate gratings.
8) Build our careers together. Saving enough money to buy a piece of land in the suburbs by the beach as our vacation + retirement haven.
9) Maybe have one child. Wanna be a yummy mummy. Dont expect me to sit home to cook and clean.
10) Get a dog and name him Sammy.
That's as far as i wanna go. Sounds perfect isnt it? For now i can only accomplish #1. Hopefully i can. In need of guidance. As the days go by i'm slowly starting to panic. What m i gonna do? what m i gonna do? For once i'm actually wishing to prolong my studying years. I'm afraid to finish studying then what next? Climb the career ladders? But m afraid heights ... Sighs ... Lord show me the way ...
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*Mandiekins*
2 La-di-da's ...:
Whoaa..mighty long list there. Are you naming the dog after Samuel?! -_- Poor Samuel...
No la! Don't want my dog to be as naughty as that boy. Rather pur it to sleep. Kaka. Wanted a dog named Sammy since I was in my teens (which is a LONG time ago). Dont know Samuel born also or not.
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