Am at the point of my life where everything is so uncertain. Instead of love, ambiguity is in the air. Yesterday Mags asked a very good question. So what are your plans? There were deathly silence for a moment. Followed by a "I dont know" answer. I wish i could Google "what are my plans?", then a whole list of options and directions that i could follow would pop up. Where do i see myself doing 5 years from now? I dont know man. I dont even know what m i gonna do tomorrow. Hence i have crafted a seemingly impossible dream plan.
1) Graduate with a Bachelor of Commerce degree, majoring in International Business.
2) Immediately get job offers.
3) Work in a company that involves international export and trading/internationally based retail company.
4) Meet a GODLY man in one of my many business travels abroad.
5) The Godly man has to be:
a. GODLY
b. Tall (preferably 5ft 9' and above)
c. Preferably asian. Saves the problem of me trying to explain things to my family.
d. Humorous and not afraid to laugh out loud. (not afraid to cry as well)
e. Big. Not so fat but just big built.
f. Adore me!
g. Gets along fine with my gurl frens.
h. Be my help/guide/partner/best buddy/#1 fan, for as long as i live.
g. Someone that will hold my hand till we're both white haired, balding, toothless.
h. Someone that will take me for long rides without planning ahead where we will be going.
6) After going out for 2 yrs. Decides to get engaged.
7) Have a lawn wedding after 1 yr of being engaged. I want a massive chocolate wedding cake
with creme & raspberries in between the layers and the outer layer of the cake covered with fresh cherries and white chocolate gratings.
8) Build our careers together. Saving enough money to buy a piece of land in the suburbs by the beach as our vacation + retirement haven.
9) Maybe have one child. Wanna be a yummy mummy. Dont expect me to sit home to cook and clean.
10) Get a dog and name him Sammy.
That's as far as i wanna go. Sounds perfect isnt it? For now i can only accomplish #1. Hopefully i can. In need of guidance. As the days go by i'm slowly starting to panic. What m i gonna do? what m i gonna do? For once i'm actually wishing to prolong my studying years. I'm afraid to finish studying then what next? Climb the career ladders? But m afraid heights ... Sighs ... Lord show me the way ...
Went to the hospital today. No biggie really. Had a swollen right ankle and sharp pains. My paranoid thoughts of a gangrene build-up causing the doc to have to saw off my whole foot drove me to the hospital. The walk there is enough to cause a gangrene build-up really. But atleast i know where it is now. I'll take a bus next time. Took the little old lady's advice at the Perth City info center's advice to walk. "You can take a bus there. But you girls can walk. It's only 10 mins." Eh lady have u seen my foot? ask me to walk. SO anyways, walked there with Sherli. (THANK U!) And on the way there i spotted my first gay couple!! When i spotted them by brain went OMG OMG OMG OMG!! GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY!! EWWWWWW!!! They both had FINE physique oo la la. But they're gay. They were holding hands and totally oblivious to the stares that they were getting.
Okay enough about the gay couple. Back to moi. So went to the ER, got my procedures sorted out. It was a public hospital ok. But it was so private! Like the doctors are so kind, they look you in the eye and tell you a whole bunch of stuff about whats going on with you that you dont understand but just nod to. Got like 4 - 5 xrays done of me foot. In the end results came out saying that my foot is just fine. Torn some ligamens around that area. Gonna still be swelling and hurting for the next 1 week or so. Got a support band for the foot. So no cause for alarm.
That's all for today. Have to work tomorrow. So excited about our cell movie nite tomorrow and the little sleepover at Mag's place! We gonna be watching Dark Water. Then i will have to return to the hospital again but to the Phsycho Ward this time. Will have to take sleeping pills just to be able to sleep after the movie. But we're watching a comedy after that. Austin Powers - Goldmember! YAY! So will be posting about that soon...
TATA
Aloha,
Watched Monster House. It was really good to my surprise eventhough the characters were quite ugly. The story line was good and some scenes were quite thrilling. After the movie me, hiro and janice went for bubble tea in Utopia. Yummy yums ...
Now am exhausted, with a swollen foot thanks to the jumping around that i did which eventually made me land on the side of my foot. Gonne give myself a treat by going to bed early tonight. Have to work tomorrow morn sighs. I wish everyday could be like this one.
"Thank you Lord for giving me such a wonderful day!!"
Heres part 2 of the pics. ENJOY!!
ME & Everyone that made the event an extra special one
ZION PRAISE HARVEST - SEARCH FOR A STAR 2006
Venue: Winthrop Baptist Church
Event: SFAS 2006
Yesterday was the event that i've been practising for for the past 3 weeks plus plus i think. Even when assignments were flooding in and had high fever, cough, sore throat, lost my voice, still i pulled through for this event to happen. Eleh talk like i was a soloist like that. Was singing in a choir actually. But it was fantastic. Surprised myself by getting involved in something of this nature. I may look like an extreme extrovert but deeep deeeeep down inside i'm actually kinda shy. Need lotsa reassurance for a lot of things. I have no regrets joining this whatsoever. Met so many new ppl. Was truly a humbling experience. Its about serving and not being served. For once i was not thinking about myself, like would i sound good? would i embarras myself? It was about putting on the very best show for the audience to enjoy, putting on a terrific show to show the world that christians are NOT dull/half dead ppl that sways their body while humming hallelujah hallelujah .. We're a bunch of FUN ppl man!! The show started with Francis singing that Nick Lachey song. Sounded fantastic but then the crowd ruined the song. All i could hear was "WOOOO" "FRANCIS FRANCIS!!!!" urghh .. i wanna hear him sing la for petes sake. Next up was a ballet + hip hop dance. Choon weh. I can NVR dance like that. Only dance i can do is the belly dance cause when i hit my tummy the fats will all shake and i will automatically move. Hehe. Then we had our ZPH very own STOMP! consisting of pots, pans, water glasses, brooms and a rubber chicken that squeeks. Next was CHOIR!!!! we did a mini skit and sang somewhere over the rainbow, a moment like this and i believe i can fly. I was at the front row yay!! The rest of the acts were AWESOME! especially the dance. Took so many pictures i can dedicate a whole blog to it i tell u. But i compiled and categorized the pics into different segments. So free leh me. Cause next week is a HOLIDAY!!! Hurray! Sighs. Its actually a "holiday". Still have reports and bla bla stuff due. Craps. ENjoy the pics!
P/s: There is a 2nd part to the pics due to the restrictions that blogspot has on my pics uploading.
My Zion Praise Harvest Family
I've posted several ridiculous news articles prior to this one but i think this is seriously the icing on the cake. This piece of news reminds me of what Pastor Jeff once said when he came to speak in our church. He said that sometimes our hearts meant well but our actions prove otherwise. The heart is correct but the brain (way of trying to convey your kind heartedness) is wrong.
Got this article from The Star online. Enjoy ...
Widower offers to marry ageing prostitutes
By R.S.N. MURALI
KUALA TERENGGANU: “I am willing to marry them.” This is the offer by a Kuantan widower to 10 ageing prostitutes here, one of whom is a great grandmother.
The 54-year-old man said he was prepared to take three or more of the prostitutes as his wives as he felt pity for them and wanted them to stop their flesh trade.
The man had written to several government agencies here expressing his intention after reading about the women's plight in a Malay tabloid.
The prostitutes from Kampung Tiong here, most of whom were in their mid 50s, were reported to be facing hard times due to dwindling “costumers” as many were already grandmothers.
The report had said the women were soliciting for “clients” from two houses in the town centre. They had been in the flesh trade for over two decades.
The widower expressed loneliness as his wife had passed away for sometime now and said he did not mind marrying the women.
He wanted them to give up their undesirable activities as they were all growing older and needed someone to care for them.
“I don’t care who they were previously. But if I marry them, they should be loyal to me alone and take good care of me as their husband,” he stressed.
The man pledged to provide shelter, food and clothing to the women and treat them equally if they were willing to be his companions.
“They can look after my welfare and cook for me. We can all live happily ever after,” he added.
State Islam Hadhari and Welfare Committee chairman Datuk Rosal Wahid said they had no objection if the man was sincere in his proposal.
“No one can stop him if he does not mind the women's past and is willing to accept them,” he said yesterday.
Rosal added that the state government had on numerous occasions attempted to counsel these women, hoping that they would stop their activities but to no avail.
“My only word of advice is that the man should be sincere in his offer. He should, however, not be overzealous and just marry one woman first.”
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I'm in the computer lab as i'm writing this and i just cant help laughing at this piece of junk news. I'm not trying to be mean. I'm sure this man meant well by providing for these women. Someone has to take care of them. Hey! Why not him? HEllo!!!! You could provide for them by either building them a shelter or giving them donations isnt it? No no.. Marry them all, keep them in the small/medium sized house of yours, make them fight to their death for your attention/company, and make them cook and clean after you????????? Them living happily ever after??? What he thinks that marrying all of these ladies all at once is a fairytale come true? He thinks this is the modern tale of a Prince Charming (?) rescuing the damselSS in distress in the village of the damned and saving them from dwindling economy is it? "Oh those damselSSS needs my help! I shall sweep THEM off THEIR feet and carry them all onboard my mighty steed and we shall ride off in the sunset towards my castle on the hill!" Use your brain use your brain!!!! You think cheap r financing all these women and they have grandchildren and children somemore. You wanna end up on one of the series of NONA discussing the woe of your family and end up asking for donations from the public???? "help me and my LARGE extended family. I had to marry them to rescue them from their flesh trading ways. Now 3 of them just agve birth and I have no money to feed all of them. Pls help by donating money, diapers etc etc ..."
Good intentions? I DONT THINK SO!!
Sorry if i sounded mean and cruel on this one. I "MEANT WELL"
