Alas I'm 22 ...

I had the most wonderful birthday celebration ever. I'm just really so blessed to know that my existence here is not by accident. Everything is preplanned so perfectly. It took 22 years for a perfect birthday to happen. Too good to be true really. I have to thank all my darling darling friends for this. I'm still reliving the shock of my birthday surprise. My cell group darlings were mean mean mean! What a nasty trick turn great guys! Salute you guys man. All should get an individual Oscar. The biggest Oscar ought to go to Mags. Thanks for being the Ultimate Mastermind. Keke. They surprised me with a eaten + Woolies bought chocolate cake when i appeared for cell. To top it off they restricted me form opening my gift. I was really thinking that it would be a lingerie set or something. AFter cell they didnt even let me take home my present! Was in Kath's car when i thought i was going home. But she said she needed to go to uni first together with Sherli. Was quietly thinking "where got ppl go to uni so late wan?" I didnt doubt Kath but Sherli going to uni that late was weird. Keke. Little did i know that i was inching closer n closer into their perfect trap. Cis. Kath said she needed to change first. So was chlling in her room and yakking on the phone with Rach when the lights went off and when i turned back the whole lot of them was there with a beautiful birthday cake (not eaten). I was speechless ... Got great gifts. The cell got me an Astro boy tshirt which i went nutz over a few weeks ago (Thank you for remembering Sherli darling!). Wan Ming got me a large bottle of White Musk from Body Shop. Thanks!! Thanks Mags for your ang pow. SO touched. *sniff sniff* Rach, Hiro, Jan and Vinson got me the Nine West bag i wantde sooo much. Thank u sooo much!! And finally when i finally plop to bed that nite my head rested some something hard. When i inspected me pillow there was a gift from my darling sherli inside. A chunky silver bracelet which is so me. Thank u thank u! My bro also gave me a present in the form of some mellow songs from Oasis. Sent neatly to me email inserted with it was a lame birthday song. Kaka. Thanks bro!

The next day was equally as good. Celebrated again with my lovely group members (hiro, jan, rach) and sherli. Took a bus to Cottlesloe Beach and had a steamboat dinner in Hiro's place. It was such a gorgeous day for the beach. The not so good thing was Hiro's LOUD singing in the bus. It wouldnt be so bad if it was hit songs but he sang "a whole new world" and some mary poppins songs. People were looking and a old man couldnt stop staring at Hiro. PAI SEH man!! But it was hilarious!!! I bought my first Tankini!!!!!! My very first swim suit y'all!! Only got the top. My top kept slipping but that didnt stop me from having fun. Nearly drowned a few times thanks to the strong currents. And had a bad leg cramp which is causing me to limp slightly now. I saw my first naked woman at the shower there too. A day full of firsts. SHe just took off her swimsuit and showered herself. Mind you the showers didnt have doors. Had a full view of her unshaven cha cha. Oh man. Totally unnecessary. Oh well moving on. We gathered again at nite for dinner. Delicious man the steamboat. Ate so much. Drank a lot too *hick*. Thank you Rach, Vinson, Hiro, Janice and sherli for making my day a glorious one!!!!!!!!!!!

Only regret? That my Malaysian buddies wasn't here to celebrate with me.

... I'm truly blessed
What magical birthday
Wishes do come true ...

Sorries this is a continuation from my previous post Kampai! Yamseng! Cheers!. Was not happy that all the pictures couldnt be uploaded so am doing so here. Keke. Sorry m a Camera-Ho.



Its too beautiful for words ... *sniffles*

Hey hey hey ...

Dedicate this post to my 3 lurvely Strategic Management 313 group members. It was record breaking this group. No we didnt top the university grades. It was for me the fastest group formed, the most fun i've had, everybody put in effort, and we were not the Assignment Based Friends kinda thing. But that was partially caused i knew Janice and Rach from metro kaka. But we Malaysianised Hiro which was good. He seem to be influenced with the La-ism culture. Will miss him after he returns to Japan.

Today we had the final part of our assignment launched. The presentation of our Formula 1 poster. We spent 36 aud printing the darn thing. I thought it was fantabulous. But we didnt win the poster contest but Whatever! It was grrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeaaaat!!! (`ala Keloggs Tiger style). As a group we had our ups and downs. Ups - Picnic, Aganzi special cake + coffee and Tuesday curry and rice specials. Downs - Staying late late late in uni to finish up the ass'ment. There were frustrations. But that was mainly Hiro's issue with a constant need to feed and his blurness. In the end it was good team effort guys!

Lovies u all!

*Note: Why on earth am i talking like a freaking bimbo? ~ Like like how on earth do they like put the chocolate chip in the like cookie guys? *twirling hair* Like the cookie is hard and all. And the chip is like all soft like it seems Impossible! The cookie man is SOO smart! *said with a squeek* ~ But do forgive me. I'm just tired. Your regular B**ch will return after in a day or two.


Snappy snappy b4 our presentation.

The beautiful girls ....

The must have Charlie's Angels shot .... Though it seems more like the three relunctant girls forced to visit their aging 80 yr old grandpa or else we will be cut off from his will shot ...

Knowing me, there were loads more shots. Unfortunately Blogspot's inefficient photo system has prohibited me from loading anymore. Ciseth .....

It's my very first purchase from Ebay y'all. Well actually Sherli was the buyer but that's cause i don't have an account with ebay. If i register in with my credit card my dad's gonna kill me. So what did i bought? Nothing big really. Only costs 8 AUD with postage fees included. Bought a Little Black Silicone Dress for my PSP. Fit like a charm. Maybe will get a game or two from there too. Gotta to some active searching. Will never go for bags, shoes or clothes though. Here are some pics of the lovely "dress".



Heys,

I'm feeling rather pathetic now. M actually talking to my blog like as if Bloggy is a real person that can pick up chicken with chopsticks and proceed to dip it into soy sauce before savoring it. Bloggy, you are the only person that i'm capable of talking to right now. Sad isn't it. Yes yes i know. I have to go get a life. But there isn't a car that i can drive to this life place thinghy. I really dont wanna be sitting here and typing incessantly about things i shouldnt be paying so much attention to but i just cant help it. It sucks when it's this cold and you're sitting all alone and looking at your IM list and there isnt anyone you can pour your heart to without them thinking that you're totally babbling incessantly. Sighs. What if i just wanna walk away? What if i just stand up and say NO for once? What if there is an alternative solution that doesnt involve me? What if there is something that can be managed without me having to partake in the process of it? Urgh .. Sorry Bloggy. Bombarding you with questions that no one can answer. Its just me and avoidance have this thing/relationship going on right now. We apparently go very well together. Actually having a threesome with Avoidance and Procrastination. I just wanna run away right now from reality. Run away to my happy place. Where only purple unicorns exist. Oh no there cant be. Cause they will stink up the place with their purple dung. Alright ppl allowed into my happy place includes, ppl that has a sense of humor, ppl that has common sense, ppl that are not sarcastic in any manner, ppl that are genuine, ppl that does not look like super models. I'll work on the list when i'm feeling better. Just hate it when life gets so cliched. So what if u happen to want something at a point of time? It's bound to wear off isnt it? So dont make any connections with that bound to wear off thing and the current person. Dont u understand that that current person may be hurt? Hurt from not getting that thing at that point of time maybe. Trying to recover from not able to obtain that thing. Urgh.. am losing my mind. Need to focus on my assignments but my head is just going in La-di-da mode. Procratination you are a pain in the butt right now. But i still love you. What am i doing going on and on about things that majority of my blog readers (if there happen to be readers) wont understand? Am just complicated kapish? Please dont start leaving me msgs of the various psychiatric treatment that i can seek. I dont want non of that. If i were to go insane, pls rest assured that i will be a Happy insane woman. So if i'm happy then just leave me alone. Thanks for listening me out Bloggy. Really appreciated it. Want a game of checkers? I dont have the board but we can play an online game. What do you mean you have a date with Xanga. Great now m truly alone. Thanx world. Reality really bites.
Sanity sanity where art thou ...

I just dont know how songwriters/artists gets all their creative juices. There are so many words in the dictionary but somehow how did they manage to piece them together to create something inspirational, heart-felt, something that really reaches out to people and they somehow manage to say what you have trapped in your own mind which you cant seem to find words to describe it. I'm just in awe with what they do. If i were to write a song it would only consists of not more than 20 words. I like to refer songs as poetic motion, lyrical poems.. Here's a little something i've been listening a lot to these days.


"You Give Me Something"
James Morrison

You only stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep
I was meant to tread the water
But now I've gotten in too deep

For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could benothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might know my heart

You only waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what they mean
I never thought that I'd love someone
That was someone else's dream

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might call you from my heart
But it might be a second too late
And the words that I could never say
Are gonna come out anyway

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might know my heart

Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart